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this journal is bunk. right now i think that most things i feel like expressing to the masses are shallow, boring, and nobody really cares. like the weather. or this badass book i'm reading. so. whoever still reads this. stop. the end.
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| i have decided everyone sucks. |
[05 Oct 2005|12:41pm] |
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holland hall.suckit.
everyone else.gofuckyourself.
except for the few 31337.
i'm leaving for portland.&.i can't say that i ever want to come back.
everyone really does suck though.
this is going nowhere.
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[25 Aug 2005|01:03pm] |
uh. school sucks.
i need more sleep.
and money!!!
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| -Caffeine-Nicotine-Marijuana-Alcohol-LSD-MDMA-Xanax- |
[18 Jul 2005|12:13pm] |
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sober (for once) |
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my mind is blown.
mostly by the acid.
and fried from the xanax.
and hazy from the pot.
but life is interesting again,
even with this new routine settling in.
on a different note, there is a new mob in town.
by invite only.
it's pretty sweet.
we smoke alot of pot.
and make each other sick.
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[16 Jul 2005|06:10pm] |
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i moved out of my house.
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| last night... |
[03 Jul 2005|01:34pm] |
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the only thing that makes last night real are the cuts, bruises, and aches covering my body. ow.
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[02 Jul 2005|12:54am] |
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...
i totally saw this coming.
ow.
i think i'll recede into hard drug use and television for a while.
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fuck...
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[01 Jul 2005|02:14am] |
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MY FRIENDS ARE GYPSIES!!!
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| so bad at life. |
[27 Jun 2005|10:18am] |
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Sage Francis - Agony In Her Body |
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I lost my keys last night. Only the second time in the past week that my keys have gone MIA.
I can't tell if I'm paranoid or if everyone really is out to get me.
reason tells me that I'm paranoid.
intuition tells me that i should buy a gun.
I think it's just me. but people prove me wrong over and over again.
Iv'e tried to give the world a second and third chance, but you (guys) still want my blood.
I just don't get why.
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| <3. |
[21 Jun 2005|12:49am] |
i spend more time at your'e house than mine now.
hm.
i don't have to be fucked up all the time to enjoy your company.
but its just as pleasnt when i'm wasted.
<3.
shit.
i'm still emo even though i'm not sad...
but whatever.
it doesn't even matter anymore.
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[06 Jun 2005|10:26pm] |
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Last night I smoked pot and played Halo with Clark. To say the least, it was beautiful. This morning I woke up with a strong conviction to smash windshields. Then I went to work.
I saw Sarah by chance at woodward this evening. She looked worse. I hope I looked better. but I doub't it.
So far today my thoughts have been fragmented? I feel shell shocked today and I don't know why...
Things changed, where the fuck was I...?
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| my head is still spining. |
[02 Jun 2005|11:04pm] |
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where did this day go off to? bleh. can't seem to priorize anymore. or do much of anything. i think i fried my brain.
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| right now the only words that come to mind are, "fuck this." |
[02 Jun 2005|11:34am] |
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Against Me! - Tonight We Give it 35% |
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How is it possible that this wonderful day was turned to shit in less than one hour? fuck it. I need to be less dependent on people. It seems that my mood fluctuates constantly with my environment and the people around me. I can't stay satisfiyed or fucking happy for more than an hour. fuckfuckfuck. I see why people shoot up.
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[22 May 2005|10:32pm] |
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i feel like a thirteen year old girl. or something. eee! summer is so so so soon! and eat shit, motherfuckers.
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[21 May 2005|12:35pm] |
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kaplow. <3 <3 <3. whats with these fuckers? mother of god.
one week of school and a snowstorm on the way.
things could be better.
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| vodka and petty theft. |
[07 May 2005|11:19am] |
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i seem to be so good at fucking over anything i have going for me. kind of a habit i guess. i wish i had magic powers.
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| yesterday was 4.20 |
[21 Apr 2005|06:57pm] |
and. and. <3.
and
idontknow.
tomorrow is Rangers of the cure.hahaha
eh...
i can't wait to get drunk.
<3
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[22 Feb 2005|12:13am] |
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hm. i feel like such a dork, but that modest mouse show was good. very good. maybe i just needed to go to a show. thats prolly it. hm.
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| update. |
[21 Feb 2005|11:59am] |
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li-li-li-brary |
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a post for the sake of posting. the end.
ana says: more groping!
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[29 Aug 2004|10:18pm] |
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today it rained.
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